Dear, ________

Thanks for making me feel like the dirt under your shoe. There are so many things I refrain from saying in anger, so many things, and that's alright but now it seems like your the only one allowed to feel. I know we think differently but it seems that you often take what I say way out of context. Do you know how trapping it is to feel like you can't express your  emotions without being accused of trying to victimize yourself? That's another thing; It's so good to know that you think I'm such a fucking conniving person after almost two years.

*Sigh This is all just so frustrating. I don't know when you'll stop being mad at me but honestly I'll probably still be mad at you and you won't understand why. In fact you'll probably think I'm being ridiculous or stupid for what in the world could you have donee wrong? There's two sides to a coin buddy. Seriously, is it so hard to imagine that there is another perspective reacting and feeling to what you say and feel too? There's no way you could have made me mad in the process?

I understand how what I said could have come off or how you could get the impression you did but do you see how you could misunderstand or that you might be wrong? Idk.

Rant closed I think.

Yours Truly,
             Megan