Hm.

Thinking about my future right now is like looking into a cheap kaleidoscope; interesting enough to keep you peering through but clearly fragmented..

Unwind

House all to myself + Bailey's in the nice glass + incense + Rites of Spring = yes

Eau Premiere

The November VOGUE issue came in today and I was excited to sniff the new perfume swatches. I actually really liked Chanel N5 Premiere even though I was hesitant to try it at first.Usually I can't get a good wiff of Chanel perfumes because the MACYs ladies are always on top of me; makes it hard for me to think..err smell and remember the scents.

So yeah, I actually think I really want to get Chanel N5 Premiere but go figure it's one of the more expensive. Also, wasn't sure if it was too mature for mee.. Maybe if I wore nicer clothes while wearing it?x3

Other than that, I was interested in Oscar de la Renta Espirit d'Oscar. The scent seemed like it would be more age appropriate for me but it's not wearing as well on my wrist as the Chanel.

PERFUMANIIAAA

Ladies that work at Perfumania > ladies that work at perfume dept. in MACYS. They are way more helpful.. know more.. don't talk as much and leave you alone.

Being.

I don't know how to  BE.. I have to find a happy medium.

Tr*sha

The new regime under the new store manager is really annoying. That woman is awkward and condescending and she reminds me of my dad's crazy ex-wife. If you didn't think things could get more irritating at work...they definitely can.
I dread doing closing with my manager and any of the new assistant managers now = ( Two out of the three times I was stuck with them they made me stay late. *Sigh we were just fine before!

"Only If You Run"

"I´ve had my frustrations about the pains of daily life
I´ve tasted degradation and found the lace and candle light
But we have the weights we have the measures of our days and nights
I´ve had my frustrations but now I´ve found my place

And you will make it
But only if you run"

Julian Plenti (solo name of singer from Interpol)